Try Hard.

its a holiday.
but not for me.
i'm lookin for a job.
feel stupid being jobless.
since i'm not qualified to further my studies.
in this upcoming intake for UTM degree programme.
i have not taken muet.
well a long story here.
just cut the story offf.
i dont know why.
i cant type in english smoothly.
 even my sentences not perfect as yours.
why cant i speaking in english fluently.
when i wanted to speaking in english smoothly
suddenly i lost my word.
feeling like 'hoi hoi word apa niii mana die pegi'
demmm betui.
muet around the corner.
need to improve my vocab.
i'm not even attend any english classes.
or studying english in my room.
what am i.
busy doing nothing.